To Get Stoked On Life (Seeking Illumination):

 a list of things.

1. i <3 huckabees, wristcutters, a scanner darkly, waking life
2. don't stress. everything's going to be ok.
3. go camping this summer.
4. just float with the music. (we all float on, okay)
5. lose yourself in everything.
6. do what you need.
7. pay no mind to lesserminds.
8. pineapple smoothies in sunlight.
9. sleep in the grass and sky. which is which?
10. create beauty
11. don't be so damn serious.
12. sherlock season 2!
13. play music on the street.
14. channel inner 70s detective. (take down prostitution ring?)
15. people watch.
16. egg d-bag's house...?
17. taco bell.
18. a weekly tea.
19. learn to cook surprising recipes.
20. ride bikes.

First Post.

This is my life.

I live in a normal house with a normal mom and a normal dad and a normal cat. I eat food and I go to school and I try to excel academically, when I feel like it. Which isn't very often, I have to confess. I do have to get by with the best that I can in order to go to a normal college, though. 

At this point, I don't even know if I want to go to college. 

This indecision is very inconvenient due to the fact that I'll be graduating in a few months, and from there, what next?

I have to go to college anyway, though. It's kind of a family tradition, and if I break it, I'm sure that I'll never be looked at the same. 

Sometimes when I think of all the crud I'll have to do in college, I feel like I would be better off working in some crusty diner in Oklahoma. 

I'll change my name to Trixie.

However, one of my teachers told me a long time ago that it would be better to have a degree even if you are working at a diner. 

I could still be writing poetry and reading books. With a degree,

I can have the freedom to leave.

For now, I just have to think about completing things.

That's probably my biggest problem: starting new things with grandiose ideas and never following through with them.

The end.